I always have the feeling that every day of the past has been swallowed up by something, and if I don't think about it, or if there is some scene that evokes memories, I always feel that life is only in the present.Therefore, I can only feel the passage of time when I notice that my hair and beard have grown again.

See Feng Zongyi Taoist, I also have this feeling, always feel trance, not like real, and clearly is real. Life is a most real dream. After waking up, in fact, or continue to dream, but there is a lucid, will not be confused by the dream just.

How far have we come?

我们所认为的那些秘密，到底是真实的，还是一种幻觉？

A long time ago, the endless unknown, are intertwined in this trance of life time and space, even if a moment to stay, become the imprint of the soul, in the end, it is just misty rain.

And we're still moving on.

Life is like a pendulum, swinging from one end to another, and from that end to this end, there is no end.We have also gone through countless vicissitudes repeatedly, but we are still trudging without realizing it.The road ahead shoots into the distance, there is no end in sight, and no one knows where they want to reach or where they are going.

Heart, always in the accumulation of weight in the forward. Tired, they would like to unload this outfit, such as Wanderer has tired of wandering, want to go home.

In the hope, you have to wait quietly. Anxious Heart, in the dry day by day. Many struggle, many helpless, all had to melt into tears, waiting for the wind of time, Kiss the Didi Bitter Crystal.

不期而至的某天，你的心灵之眼被温暖的冬阳唤醒了。暖暖的阳光抚遍了你的全身，你微微睁开眼，看到身上的垢甲，它们狰狞着一脸的丑陋。于是你盼有一汪清泉，能洗去身上的尘渣。

你像是一个流浪的坏小孩，终于规规矩矩地走入学堂，从礼仪学起，从汉字学起，是多么的不自在。胡来真是快乐的事，规矩总让人昏昏欲睡。然而你不是不想再做自由落体了吗？那么不管有多难受，你都得忍着，尝一尝磨练的滋味。

You Don't say that go through hell, it does not matter how difficult, but also a matter of a moment. What is really difficult is to grind the iron pestle into a needle day after day. I was touched by the old woman who sharpened the needle, I was also often touched by their own, as long as want to become the Master of the heart, and who can not walk from this road?

Slowly, the world quieted, and a very beautiful aura overflowed all around.But it doesn't come from some being outside, it comes from your heart.There is the most beautiful goodwill, there is the most beautiful letting go, there is the most beautiful poetry.

Isn't it said that there is no place in the Buddha's eyes that isn't Pure Land? You have finally seen the beautiful scenery at the end of the prosperity. Your Heart is as sensitive as a baby's skin, and everything in life moves you. Even the loneliness and loneliness, like flowers blooming in the bottom of my heart, emitting a faint fragrance, your soul and therefore the world beautiful and rich.

于是你经常陶醉在寂寞里，独自品味那点点滴滴的味道。还有那不期而至的苦难，它总像警钟惊醒了你的沉睡，它总是不厌其烦地提醒着你，不要忘却，要珍惜。于是你的生命里充满了诗意，在这难言的诗意中，你我有了这世纪的相遇。

I can't tell if you found me or I waited for you, and we were more like two magnets fatefully close.No matter how far apart we are, you will eventually enter my territory, and I will eventually touch you.

I finally found that I wandered all my life, walked all my life, searched for a lifetime, just to approach you day by day, step by step, and then meet you in some accidental moment.

你是否还会感到内心有缺失？你是否还想用外来的东西将它填满？我知道你不会，你的心一点一点圆满着，一点一点改变着，你终于理解了过去所有不能理解的，包括家人、爱人、孩子、朋友，所有的心情你终于都能读懂，你终于进入他们心灵的领地。

You hear their stories in their world, and a little laugh or cry rings in your heart, and your life finally merges, and the two fates make a sound of harmony, you no longer feel that they are outside of you, that your heart and your life share the same pulse and rhythm.

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作者介绍

Xuemo, formerly known as Chen Kaihong, is a native of Liangzhou, Gansu.He is a national first-class writer, vice chairman of the Gansu Writers Association, and a cultural scholar.He has won the titles of "Excellent Expert of Gansu Province", "Leading Talent of Gansu Province", "Literary Artist of Gansu Province with Virtue and Art", "Top Innovative Talent of Gansu Province", and "Top Ten Brand Figures of Chinese Culture in 2015" by the Chinese Culture Brand Association of the Ministry of Culture of China.He is the author of novels: "Wild Fox Ridge", "The Sound of Fava Beans in the Late Night", "Liangzhou Words", "Desert Trilogy" ("Desert Festival", "Hunting Plain", "White Tiger Pass"), "Soul Trilogy" ("Western Xia Curse", "The Wolf of Western Xia", "The Heart of King Kong Without Death"), "Love Does Not Fall"; A collection of poems: "The Fox Who Worshipped the Moon"; Cultural works: "One Man's West", "The Secret of the Master" (all eight volumes), "The Wisdom of the Buddha" (all three volumes), "Bright Mahamudra" series (all ten books), "Snow Desert Mind" series, etc.; Cultural travelogues: "The Children of the Huns", "Don Quixote in North America", "The Arrow Pile of the Mountain God", etc.His works were selected into the "Chinese Literature Yearbook" and "New Chinese Literature Series"; He has won the "3rd Feng Mu Literature Award", "Shanghai Long and Novella Outstanding Work Award", "Chinese Writers Big Red Eagle Literature Award", "Chinese Writers Ordos Literature Award" and other awards, won the "Dunhuang Literature and Art Award" issued by the Gansu Provincial Party Committee and Provincial Government for six consecutive times, and won the "Yellow River Literature Award" issued by the Gansu Provincial Federation of Literature and Literature and the Gansu Provincial Writers Association for three consecutive times; He was shortlisted for the "Fifth National Book Award" and the "Mao Dun Literature Award" three times.