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Boyfriend says: “Postpartum depression is a ball.”

2022-09-16 07:07:07


”赵萱说:“阿姨,不是女孩儿矫情,也许她有抑郁症也说不定,这种病,严重时的那种绝望,有时候真的无法控制自己的行为,我的一个大学同学------还没等赵萱说完,陈伟健的妈妈就打断她的话:“哎呀,什么抑郁症啊,依我看就是矫情病,我家楼下你张婶的


By: September chestnuts

1,

That afternoon, Zhao Xuan waited at the door of the movie theater for a long time, and she was about to miss the opening time of the movie, and her boyfriend Chen Weijian did not appear.

After that, she called, he did not answer, send wechat, also did not reply.

Zhao Xuan held his breath, and the movie was not watched, and he walked back angrily.

When passing by the Jindu Building on the commercial street, she saw in the distance that there were many people around, all of them extending their arms and holding up their mobile phones to look up at the tall buildings opposite.

Zhao Xuan looked over and noticed: on the roof of the opposite high-rise building, a young girl was sitting on the edge of the building with her legs dangling, and several uniformed policemen behind her were communicating with her.

"Hey, jump if you want to jump, don't let us stand in the sun!"

Zhao Xuan heard it, this is Chen Weijian's big voice, she looked in the direction of the source of the sound, and sure enough, her boyfriend was holding up his mobile phone to record a video!

她艰难地穿过人群挤到男友身边,拍了一下他的肩膀,生气地说:“电影都错过时间了,打电话你也不接!”

Chen Weijian turned his head to see that it was Zhao Xuan, and whispered: "Baby, it's all my fault, will I ask you to watch the movie again?" Don't make a fuss now, I'm doing a live broadcast.”

“A live broadcast of a girl jumping off a building? How dare you! Do you have any sympathy?”

"Decades will not encounter such a live broadcast opportunity, the number of fans will definitely rub up, with fans is the king, but now anxious is how she does not jump, too waste of our time!" 」

陈伟健的这最后一句话说完,立刻得到周围某些人的赞同和响应,有人冲楼上吹口哨,还有人大喊:“1、2、3,快跳啊,别怂着!”

2,

周围起哄的聒噪声,让赵萱突然感觉到一阵恶心。

她再次看向对面楼上的女孩,此时,太阳已经落下,残阳如血的光晕笼罩在女孩儿的周围,炫目得像是一副涂满红色颜料的油画。

她是谁家如花似玉的女儿?她为什么会想不开要跳楼?可千万不要跳下去啊,不然,她的爸爸妈妈要有多伤心?

想到这些,赵萱的眼睛湿润了,她很想大声喊那个女孩赶快从天台上下来,她想要告诉她:不要轻易放弃生命,因为还有许多人在爱着你!

可是,不知道为什么,她却什么都喊不出来,她现在只想赶快逃离这个地方,怕真的会目睹残忍的结局。

赵萱奋力挤出人群,没有跟男友打声招呼就离开了现场。

她站在马路对面等公交车,虽然距离现场远了些,但还是能看到女孩瘦弱的身影在天台边缘,之后,她看到有警察抓住了女孩的手,心中一阵窃喜,以为女孩儿终于安全了。

突然,人群一阵骚动,伴随着惊恐的尖叫声、掌声、口哨声,赵萱看到,女孩儿像是一片落叶般从空中坠下。

瞬间,赵萱的眼泪也跟着滑落下来。

此时,刚好有车来了,她胡乱抹了一下眼睛,上车,找个位置坐下,男友的电话就打过来了:“喂,萱萱,你去哪了?那个女孩------”

没等陈伟健说完,赵萱就挂了电话,此时,她听到他的声音都觉得厌恶。

3

赵萱想起她大学时,同宿舍的闺蜜——毛毛,大三时,毛毛因为男友突然提出分手,一时接受不了,患上了抑郁症。

大四举行完毕业典礼后,赵萱永远记得那天是6月26日,她俩去逛商场,中途,毛毛说要去卫生间,然后,她把手里的拎包塞给赵萱,让她坐在休闲区的长椅上等她。

一直等了20多分钟,赵萱也没见毛毛回来,她给她打电话,铃声却在她手里拿着的那个拎包中响起,她又去卫生间找,也没见到毛毛的身影。

后来,她看到很多人都匆忙地往商场外面涌去,她也跟着人流往外走。

外面广场上,她看到,毛毛在商场大楼很高很高的地方徘徊,下面有人起哄,嚷嚷着让她勇敢点、快点跳!

看到这一幕,赵萱的心蹦到了嗓子眼儿,突然说不出话了。

她那时很想对毛毛大声喊:不要跳啊!千万不要!

可是最终,毛毛还是在楼下看客们的起哄声中,结束了年轻的生命。

那一幕,成了赵萱心中永远的痛,其后的很多年,她都在自责,如果当初能够喊出那句话,说不定毛毛就会放弃寻死的念头。

这样回忆着往事,赵萱竟然坐过了站,下了车,她顺着人行道往回走,边走边默默地流泪,为毛毛,也为刚刚这个女孩儿。

4

回到家,赵萱看到微信里陈伟健给她发了很多消息,她也懒得回,简单洗漱了一下,早早睡了。

清晨,赵萱做了一个梦,梦见她从水里捉住一只胖胖的大虾和一只螃蟹,不小心又被螃蟹夹住了食指,疼得她大叫一声,惊醒了。

At this time, her mother went into the bedroom and urged her to get up: "Xuanxuan, didn't you say a few days ago that Wei Jian's mother and sister came from their hometown?" You also said you were going to see them today, so I went to the market early in the morning to buy lobsters and crabs, and you brought them over and gave them a fresh taste.”

赵萱想起了刚才做的梦,嘟囔了一句:“怪不得呢?”

"No wonder? What's up? ”

"It's all right!"

拾掇完毕,赵萱给陈伟健打电话,让他开车来接着她去商场再买一些礼物。

很快,半个小时后,男友到了楼下,他没下车,“滴——滴”长按了两声喇叭。

赵萱下楼,坐到车里,竟然没有丝毫往常两人一见面时的兴奋。

甚至,就连男友那张帅气的脸庞,现在赵萱看来都觉得有些狰狞。

很显然,是昨天经历的那一幕,让她对陈伟健的好感消失殆尽。

5

中午,一起吃饭时,陈伟健的妹妹又聊起昨天女孩跳楼的事,她一直埋怨他哥:“为什么当时不给我打个电话?那样我就可以去现场看了!”

赵萱在一旁听着,皱了一下眉头,心想:这究竟是种什么样的心理?还有没有点同情心了?

此时,陈伟健的妈妈插话说:“这女孩儿也有点太矫情了!”

赵萱说:“阿姨,不是女孩儿矫情,也许她有抑郁症也说不定,这种病,严重时的那种绝望,有时候真的无法控制自己的行为,我的一个大学同学------

还没等赵萱说完,陈伟健的妈妈就打断她的话:“哎呀,什么抑郁症啊,依我看就是矫情病,我家楼下你张婶的儿媳妇,听说生完孩子后就抑郁了,把你张婶急的呀,都上火了!我劝你张婶说,就是儿媳太矫情,过去咱们那个年代生孩子也没听说哪个产妇抑郁了!”

听陈伟健妈妈说完,赵萱打了一个冷颤,因为不自觉地,她把自己代入了进去,她想的是:如果跟陈伟健结婚生孩子后,万一她也产后抑郁了,这个婆婆会怎样对待她呢?

想到这儿,赵萱扭头看向陈伟健,想听一听他的看法。

"I think my mom makes sense, what depression?" Rip the egg! Women still can't be too pretentious, postpartum depression is a ball! Chen Weijian said very dismissively.

After a meal, Zhao Xuan was sullen and unhappy, and she had a little resistance and fear about her future life with Chen Weijian and his family, and she had the idea of breaking up, and she was strongly aware that she and them were seriously incompatible with each other.'s three views.

6

The next afternoon, Zhao Xuan was in the unit, busy with the work at hand, she was thinking about how to say the wording of the breakup with Chen Weijian, suddenly, the mobile phone rang up, startling her, picked up, it was Chen Weijian's mother with a crying voice:

“萱萱,怎么办啊?伟健他被公安机关带走拘留了!”

“哦?因为什么?”

“好像是跟那天女孩跳楼的事件有关,说伟健他们起哄,才导致了女孩儿的决绝,你说说,这件事跟他们扯上什么关系?明明是那女孩儿一心想要寻死!”

Listening to Weijian's mother's complaint on the other end of the phone, Zhao Xuan recalled the scene when Mao Mao jumped from the building and the ugly faces of those heckling onlookers downstairs.

At this moment, heard the news of Chen Weijian was taken into custody, she did not have the slightest anxiety, on the contrary, but has a happy enmity-like comfortable feeling.

“How Nice!” She blurted out.

电话那头陈伟健的妈妈不明就里:“什么真好?萱萱你在说什么?”

“哦,没事,阿姨,我是说,今天的天气真好!”

7,

十几天后,陈伟健从拘留所里出来了,赵萱拾掇了一些以前他买给她的礼物,带着去了他家,直接提出分手。

Startled, Chen grabbed Zhao's hand and asked, “Why? Is it because I was detained?”

Zhao shook her head.

“那是为啥?难道是你又喜欢上别人了吗?告诉我,那个人是谁,我陈伟健哪一点不如他了?你告诉我,我改还不行吗?”

Zhao Xuan didn't want to pester Chen Weijian too much. She just wanted to get out of here as soon as possible. “I don't think it's appropriate between us. It's the best decision to break up as soon as possible.”

Having said that, she quickly broke away from the other party's hand that was holding his and turned around to run out. She did not expect that just as she walked out of the gate of the community, Chen Weijian's mother chased after her. She shouted at Zhao Xuan behind her, attracted a lot of passers-by.

"Zhao Xuan, you give me a stand, which point of my son is not good for you?" You said that if you break up, you will break up, isn't it because Wei Jian has that happened? You're a girl too powerful, right? ”

Finish, she beckoned the passers-by and said, “Everyone, come and take a look. The Girl in front is my son's girlfriend who just broke up with him. I heard that she can't stand my son now that she has a new lover. are all young girls nowadays so willful and casual in their relationships?”

赵萱没有停下脚步,更没有回过头去跟身后那个泼妇般的女人解释或者争辩什么,她只是在心里庆幸:分手,是最正确的决定!

回到家后,赵萱把陈伟健和他妈妈的电话拉入了黑名单,从此,她不想与他们一家人再有任何瓜葛,

此生,她只愿结交善良温暖的人!

8,

当赵萱再次见到陈伟健时,是在两年后了。

That day, she went to the maternity hospital to visit her friend who was about to give birth. In front of the bench in the maternity corridor for people to rest, Zhao Xuan saw a mother-to-be squatting on the ground, clutching her stomach in pain and screaming“Ouch”.

A man next to her was recording a video with his mobile phone, and his mouth was still chanting: "Look, how much pain my wife endured for me to give birth, wife, you are tired!" Love you! ”

赵萱很快就认出来,男子是陈伟健,她担心会被对方看到自己,赶紧溜到一边去了。

Not too far away, Zhao Xuan was still watching what was happening over there. She saw Chen Weijian's mother sitting on the bench, crossing her legs, to his daughter-in-law, who was already squatting on the ground in pain, he said, “Who doesn't feel pain when giving birth? Just hold on a little longer. A natural birth is good for the child. A caesarean section is not only harmful to the body, but also costly!”

此时,陈伟健也停止了录制视频,他收起手机,满脸不耐烦地对妻子说:“哪个女人不生孩子?怎么就你这么矫情!”

As soon as his voice fell, the pregnant woman who was squatting on the ground slowly stood up and stared at Chen Weijian with a look full of resentment for several seconds, and suddenly cried "wow------

看到这一幕,赵萱内心里五味杂陈,既有对那个准妈妈的同情,也有对当年及早分手的庆幸。

A man, will he be a good husband after marriage, will he hurt you love you and pity you, in fact, as early as during the love period should be seen, fortunately, Zhao Xuan understood this truth.

A relationship, if the three views of the two people before marriage are too different, then after marriage, it is difficult for each other to understand each other and grow together, so only by giving up the current unsuitability will we meet a better future!